the paradoxical shift of my life which is best viewed with 3-D glasses
About Me
- Ashley Lyn
- I'm a self promoting constellation of unique attributes. Or at least someone told me that once.
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Simple Plan. Yeah, ok. Soooo, simple.
Do you ever feel like breaking down? (everyday)
Do you ever feel out of place? (all the time)
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you (with every move I don't make)
Do you ever wanna run away? (no because wherever I go, the problem (ME) is still there)
Do you lock yourself in your room? (yeap-won't even open my curtains)
With the radio on, turned up so loud (I'd rather listen to the deafening silence)
That no one hears you screaming (I bite hand so I don't even hear me screaming)
No you don't know what it's like (Sylvia Plath and Elizabeth Wurtzel know)
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark (I don't know anything different)
To be kicked, when you're down (I avoid the world in order to avoid more pain)
To feel like you've been pushed around (I'm my own worst enemy)
To be on the edge of breaking down (everyday)
When no one's there to save you (therapists, psychiatrists, rehab, what's left?)
No you don't know what it's like (I'm glad you don't)
Welcome to my life (it fucking sucks and I don't know why)
Do you wanna be somebody else? (no, I just don't want to exist)
Are you sick of feeling so left out? (how can you feel left out when you never knew what it felt like to fit in?)
Are you desperate to find something more (something more? I can't even deal with this)
Before your life is over? (isn't it already? I'm just going through the motions)
Are you stuck inside a world you hate? (yeah, it's called my fucked up head)
Are you sick of everyone around? (social anxiety at it's max)
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies (gave up on the fake smiles and lies a long time ago)
Well deep inside you're bleeding (on the outside too, when you bite hard enough or burn deep enough)
No you don't know what it's like (Sylvia Plath and Elizabeth Wurtzel know)
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark (it's my constant emotional state)
To be kicked, when you're down (I avoid the world in order to avoid more pain)
To feel like you've been pushed around (I'm my own worst enemy)
To be on the edge of breaking down (everyday)
When no one's there to save you (therapists, psychiatrists, rehab, what's left?)
No you don't know what it's like (I'm glad you don't)
Welcome to my life (it fucking sucks and I don't know why)
No one ever lies straight to your face (oh yes they fucking do)
And no one ever stabbed you in the back (well, not literally, yet)
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted (gave em what they wanted)
You never had to work it was always there (fuckers)
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
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