InSatiAbLe

I like holding hands and long walks on the beach. I wanna lie in the sand and look up at the stars. I trip over nothing and laugh hysterically about it. I am literally addicted to chapstick. I don’t like chocolate, but can eat an entire bag of potato chips for dinner. I tend to think inanimate objects are real. I can't whistle-like not even a little bit.

White daisies are my favorite: plain and simple. However, any good smelling flowers will do. I tend to think red roses are precocious, but will never turn them down. I’m a total clean freak and a tad OCD. My friends think I’m their own version of the Truman Show. I will go live in a hut in Fiji for at least 2 weeks before I die. I must see the Northern lights in Alaska and go on a whale cruise. I’ve seen many sunrises at the beach on the east coast, but have yet to see the sunset on the west coast. I’m not a girly girl, but I am a Tiffany whore. Deal with it.

I try very hard to live in the moment-each moment as it’s occurring, not the moment just before, or the one just after-the actual moment. It’s hard. I wonder why we exist-like the whole world. Why does anything exist? I love riding in the car with the windows down, yet I’ll still complain when my hair is in knots afterwards. I want to road trip with the Cardinals and follow them to every game for an entire year.

I tend to get my rights and lefts mixed up. I love to travel and am up for a road trip almost any weekend. I’m gracefully clumsy. I won’t chase money, love, or happiness-money’s not that important and love and happiness start from within. I like being alone, but don’t want to be lonely. I’m a sucker for good smelling men’s cologne; I’ll do almost anything for you if you smell good enough. I like to argue, but not fight.

I believe that nothing is absolute, but I can absolutely defend my beliefs. I understand that chance is prevalent in all aspects of life, but never leave anything important to chance. I am skeptical about everything, but realistic in the face of my skepticism. I base everything on probability, but so does nature...probably. I believe that all our actions are determined, but feel completely free to do as I choose. I know that logic makes an argument sound, but also know that passion makes an argument sound logical. I always think very practically, but do not always like to think about the practical. I have a million dreams, but I am more than just a dreamer. I am usually content, but never satisfied.

I am a study in contradiction, but there is not an inconsistency to be found.